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Malaria and the brokenness of my response  

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The April 2012 issue of Harper’s Magazine has an article that is worth the price of the magazine: “Slipping Through the Net: Cambodia’s border war against drug-resistant malaria” (pp. 39-47), by Matthew Power, a contributing editor. (Don’t worry about the cost, since there is more in the issue worth reading, including a short story by Alice Munro and a thoughtful piece on the growing use of mercenaries around the world.)

It turns out that until recently the news about malaria has been relatively good. Thanks to the generosity of the Bill and Melinda Gates Foundation and dedicated professionals in the World Health Organization, the fight against malaria has been progressing well. Rates of infection have been falling, and in some parts of the world it appears the disease has been eradicated. Besides, there are drugs available to treat the disease, and efforts have been underway to educate people on the danger of malaria and to make this treatment both widely and inexpensively available. Then, a team of researchers discovered (and reported in the New England Journal of Medicine) that the parasite that causes the disease has developed resistance to the drug. The problem was uncovered in a remote area along the Cambodian border with Thailand. It’s a crucial area in the fight against the disease, since it has been shown that the disease in the past migrates from there across the border into Myanmar (formerly Burma), then across India to Africa, “where 90 percent of the world’s malaria cases occur.”

Mr. Power includes a paragraph in which he describes the process of the disease: “Here is how it kills: the parasite enters the blood through the slicing mouthparts and saliva of the Anopheles mosquito. It finds its way to the liver, where for a week or a month it divides asexually. Eventually, the swarm of parasites empties into the bloodstream, where they colonize red blood cells and burst them from within. Then come waves of fever followed by ebb tides of chills. The infected blood cells clump together and stick to vessel walls to avoid being drawn into the blood’s filters. Capillaries clog and hemorrhage; the whites of the eyes turn yellow, the fingernails white, the blood itself pale orange. Anemia, vomiting, and cramps follow. The spleen fills with destroyed blood cells and nearly doubles with size. In the great majority of cases, symptoms clear with treatment, or the victim recovers on his own, the disease little worse than a bad case of the flu. But in severe cases, especially in pregnant women and young children, the parasite overwhelms the host. The blood-brain barrier is breached, and cerebral malaria ensues: coma, organ failure, and death can occur within hours. The death of the host is of little evolutionary cost to the parasite. In the fever-wrack, or the weeks of dormancy, a single Anopheles mosquito lands, gorges itself on parasite-laden blood, and then flies away. A week later it feeds again, the falciparum [the malarial parasite] in its gut is transferred to a new host, and the cycle begins anew” (p. 39).

Malaria used to appear in the United States but that day is long past. Now it afflicts the poorest of the poor in a way that even when recovery occurs their energy and productivity has been badly sapped. As I read Power’s essay I reflected on how few mosquitoes I experience each summer, and even when I do feel their bite I do not fear catching malaria. Those so afflicted have far fewer resources with which to protect themselves.

I am not certain why I am posting this. I am grateful for the Gates, because if malaria is to be defeated (as smallpox was), huge amounts of funding will be required and I have no illusions that any donations I could make to the cause would be miniscule. Nor am I in any position to do anything directly. Once again, I am made aware of the brokenness of the world but can do nothing about it.

I can pray, of course. Pray that drug-resistant strain will be contained and eradicated, pray that more progress would occur beating back the disease, pray grace on the many WHO workers who so selflessly give of themselves to this work, pray that the King would return soon and restore the mosquito to its rightful place in God’s good world.

Yes, I can pray—but it doesn’t seem like that’s enough.

When some feel alienated (III): Listening to sermons  

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One theme that has continuously resurfaced in my conversations with people who feel alienated from the church is sermons that don’t connect with life. This is not the only group of people who experience this, of course, but those who feel alienated seem to experience it regularly. The lack of connection is a deep disappointment that seems to place the faith outside the circle of the reality in which you live and move and have your being. You came for encouragement, healing, and a way to help make sense of things but hear something that seems never to acknowledge the questions, challenges, and choices that fill your days.

A serious problem—OK, I am under no illusion that I have the solution to this dilemma, but I have three modest suggestions.

Tim Keller, one of today’s most gifted preachers, says sermons reflect how preachers spend their time and energy. Some spend it in the world of theological scholarship (their sermons affirm their listeners that they believe correctly), others spend it in the sub-culture of evangelical Christianity (their sermons seek to deepen devotional life, family solidarity, and morality and warn of dangers), while some spend it in the rough and tumble of our pluralistic culture (their sermons bring the text into tension with the world we all live in). Though a gross simplification, you can imagine the first group alone with thick dusty books, the second in their car visiting folk with the radio tuned to a religious station, and the third reading the New York Times and hanging in a coffee shop. So, suggestion number one: pray earnestly, regularly, for those who bear the office of pastor/teacher in your life.

My second modest suggestion: be grateful to live at a time in history when technology allows us access to preaching that a few years ago would have been out of reach. We can download and listen to sermons and lectures that meet the need we have, and we should do so. This is not, however, a replacement for church for it leaves out the graces found only there: the sacraments, Christ’s spiritual presence, the communion of saints, and the unity of the body. And since attending church brings us back to sermons that fail to connect to life, I have one more suggestion.

My third suggestion is to listen more deeply. As you sit in the pew, before you are a text of Scripture and a sermon. The same Spirit that inspired the text is at work in the church today, but the text is primary—the sermon seeks to explain the text but never exhausts it. I do not mean to dismiss the sermon in saying this, but to properly honor the text.

So, as you listen to the sermon listen more deeply to the text. This listening more deeply is actually a spiritual discipline—it’s called meditation. Such meditation—deeper listening—is evident in the illuminations Makoto Fujimura so loving developed for The Holy Gospels. It’s an ancient skill worth nurturing. Three questions might help you to begin: What will you take away from the text as something God says that you need to remember? What questions or responses would your non-Christian friends have to the text? What single sentence can you compose that captures a key element of the text that, if said to a non-Christian, might intrigue them about your faith?

You can even take this one step farther. Meet with a few like-minded friends for lunch and listen deeply together. Talk about the text and the sermon in light of the three questions I have listed. Process together. Share each other’s creativity. And don’t be discouraged if you find this process difficult at first—meditation is actually a skill to be learned and mastered. That is why it is called a discipline. My third question—composing a single intriguing sentence—might prove to be the most difficult. We tend to be used to speaking in a dialect that has been birthed in the church sub-culture and that actually sounds strange to outsiders. It’s a dialect designed to repeat what we know in the terms we were taught to affirm we are correct. It isn’t designed to find some creative twist or surprise in the text, though that is exactly what the Scriptures are full of. You will probably add questions of your own as you develop skill in meditation. The details aren’t as important as the spiritual discipline itself: learning to listen more deeply to the text as you listen to a sermon.

And let me know what you think of my three suggestions.

As a new year dawns  

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This morning as I awoke a flock of sparrows in the arbor vitae greeted the new day with a chorus that was both raucous and incessant. It reminded me of Jesus’ comment that our Father is so observant of his creation that even a sparrow stumbling as it hops across the ground does not escape his notice (Matthew 10:29). I haven’t bothered to check whether Jesus was referring to a different species than the one’s serenading (or squabbling, to my ears) in my yard, but that’s not really the point. The point is that things have not cascaded out of control, and that even the very smallest, most seemingly insignificant detail of life is touched by the grace of God’s providential care. And that means that the safest place we can be is in the center of God’s call on our life.

That being the case, I prayed Betty Stam’s prayer that she has inscribed on the inside of her Bible. It was found after she and her husband John had been killed in the wave of political unrest and lawlessness swept China where they were serving as missionaries in 1934.

Father. I give up all my own plans and purposes, all my own desires and hopes and accept Thy will for my life. I give myself, my life, my all, utterly to Thee to be Thine forever. Fill me with Thy Holy Spirit, use me as Thou wilt, send me where Thou wilt, work out Thy whole will in my life at any cost, now and forever. Amen.

A prayer of confession  

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God, my Father.

You asked for my hands, that you might use them for your purpose. I gave them for a moment, then withdrew them, for the work was hard, inconvenient, and mundane. You asked for my mouth to speak out against injustice. I gave you a whisper that I might not be accused of being aligned with the wrong party or ideology. You asked for my eyes to see the pain of poverty. I closed them, for I did not want to see, choosing instead to believe the myth that all that really tried would be fine financially. You asked for my life, that you might work through me for your glory. I gave a small part that I might not get too involved, because I am busy.

Lord, forgive my calculated efforts to serve you—only when it is convenient for me to do so, only in those places where it is safe to do so, and only with those who make it easy to do so.

Father, forgive me, renew me, send me out as a useable instrument, that I might take seriously the meaning of the gospel.

For your Son Jesus’ sake, who withheld nothing.

Amen


Source: adapted from the Prayer of Confession in the liturgy of Trinity Presbyterian Church (Rochester, MN) on September 6, 2009.


On resolutions and obscure knowledge  

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I’ve never made New Year’s resolutions. Well, that’s not exactly true. I’ve never recorded any resolutions that I’ve made, and so have never felt particularly exercised when I’ve discovered (not that it was exactly a surprise, mind you) that I didn’t manage to keep them. I’ve always felt that failure is enough a part of my life without setting myself up for more.

 

In church the first Sunday of 2009 the prayer during the Eucharist came from The Valley of Vision, a rich compendium of prayers penned by various Puritan divines. The prayer is titled, “Christ Alone,” and contained a stanza that moved me:

 

Thou hast helped me to see and know Christ, / though obscurely, / to take him, receive him, / to possess him, love him, / to bless him in my heart, mouth, life.

 

It was the word “obscurely” that brought me up short.

 

Until he returns to bring his kingdom to consummation my seeing and knowing Christ will always be “obscurely.” We can see and know, by grace, his reflection in Scripture and Creation, but always as “through a glass darkly,” as St Paul put it so well.

 

Still, it is one thing to accept this necessary shadow, it is quite another to not be disciplined in waiting quietly, expectantly for the glorious glimmers of light that God’s revelation provides. Why am I too busy for unhurried prayer? Why do I find meditation on Scripture too inefficient in my productive day?

 

As we read that prayer as a congregation, speaking to our Father in one voice and one heart, that stanza seemed to invite a resolution. Resolved, that by God’s grace I will in 2009 make more regular use of the spiritual disciplines of prayer, Scripture reading, and meditation on God’s word so that I might see and know Christ a little less obscurely.

 

Protestant prayer beads  

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Though I am a convinced Presbyterian, I have long had deep respect for the Anglican tradition. Two men who have had a profound role in shaping my deepest theological convictions are Anglican priests: John Stott and J. I. Packer. Stott’s The Cross of Christ and Packer’s Knowing God are brilliant, living explorations of historic Christian doctrine. Worshipping at St Helen’s Bishopsgate in London and Falls Church in Virginia were rich experiences of meaningful liturgy and careful biblical exposition. Two of our closest friends, Steven Garber and Bonnie Liefer, who serve so faithfully on Ransom’s Board of Directors, are Anglicans. I have often prayed that the American Episcopal Church would be called back to biblical fidelity by the majority of Anglicans who retain a vibrant commitment to Scripture in the rest of the world wide Communion.

 

Several years ago two dear friends who live in Albuquerque, Bryan and Linda Charleton, decided to join the Anglican Church. Today I drove to the Post Office to pick up ten days of accumulated mail, and in the pile was a package from Bryan. Inside, nestled in little velvet bags were two Anglican Prayer Beads, hand-crafted for us by him, one for Margie and the other for me. (The one in the picture is mine.)

 

Unlike the Catholic Rosary, which involves the repetition of a set series of prayers, the Anglican version is designed differently. Each bead needs to be assigned some meaning by me—some aspect of prayer I want to be sure to include (confession, thanksgiving, etc.), or some category of request or praise, or some topic on which to meditate, or a reminder to be silent for a while. The Beads thus are meant to help provide structure, order, and regularity in the spiritual discipline of personal prayer and reflection, not to restrict the prayers that I say.

 

I was not aware of this aspect of the Anglican tradition, and want to learn more. Like all aids to the spiritual life, I am sure this one can be misused. But if anyone could use some help in bringing structure, order, and regularity to his prayer life, it is I.

 

The craftsmanship is delicate and lovely. The thoughtfulness is a deep grace. And the gift you have sent me, Bryan, is a sweet reminder of the grace we have experienced together as friends over many years. Thank you, good friend.


Oh, and Bryan—I also love the box of Nihilist Chewing Gum (We don't believe in flavor) you included. Very nice touch.